Have you ever wanted to go back to that one person? The one person that knows you best. The person that, although no one likes, you always see the good in him. You always see the joy and happiness, and you never get sick of him. He’s a year younger than me and everyone said that it was a mistake, but I was talking to Robert the other day and he ended up talking to me and he said, “Do you see the way he looks at you? He loves you.” And I get that, but there’s a part of me that wants to go back and a part of me that wants to say, “No. I’m in college now. I can’t be a part of something like this.”

Lately, I have no idea what I think anymore.

-J